As it should be. [Beauxbatons rpg] [independent Drabble] Title: As it should be.
Fandom: Beauxbatons RPG. Characters
: Tiana Brennan / Lucas Bouchard
Rating: PG
N / A : This would be in the distant future, years ahead, and I wanted to write after half rolearlo by means that are not forums but As you are cool. Let's see: Lucas Bouchard belongs to
eugeart and Denisse, the other character that is mentioned in addition to Thomas, Adeline and Claire (which are mine) belongs to
thaly_black .
Words: 2583 entering the apartment the first thing I did was take off his shoes. I was so tired she almost seemed that all Paris had traveled on foot, and that we just had walked. But lately I was tired, and was wrong, and believing what was happening was a constant headache.
Because I was so scared.
had spent almost the entire day his brother's house, with little Claire. His niece was the most adorable thing she remembered ever having seen, so she had not minded at all that Thomas called her to stay with her until that evening because his girl and he had things to do.
Although she knew those things to do was basically have a day off together.
Claire and she had played, had eaten so much healthy food as a few trinkets that she had been charged with buying and finally Claire had fallen asleep on it, at which time Tiana had begun to think as she gently caressed his brown hair of the child.
was a delay. A delay of one week. At first, he thought it would be foolish. Unimportant, we would in a few days and everything would be fine. She used to take their pill every day, it was almost impossible to have missed something. Of course I then recalled that the last time he had run the pills had been a couple of days without taking anything.
was an idiot, an irresponsible idiot.
Thomas had taken from his thoughts when he and Adeline had arrived. Thomas had been grateful to stay with Claire, then the three of them had been talking a bit and finally she had gone with the excuse that Lucas should be waiting at home. In fact, the real reason was I wanted to buy something before returning home.
That something in his hand at that time.
tried not to think about the lump in his throat that he had since realized that Lucas was not home. She was alone, and at that time badly needed a hug and someone told you that everything would be fine. Because he had followed the instructions, and all I could do and was waiting for the draw hairlines as necessary.
One and all would be well. Two and would be totally lost.
Sitting on the couch, staring at the device who was on the prospectus issued on the table, felt the time passed very slowly. I could have done for the magic method, a spell and it would have been faster. But she wanted to do something in time, as if waiting for Lucas to appear. For sure with him at her side would not be so afraid to know the answer.
thought to call Denise. Your friend certainly would know what to say, it could even go up there and go with her, distracting her as time passed I had to wait. Then discarded, not wanting to worry her unnecessarily and it sure was busy. In addition, it was not so long. Sure, it was more frightening than it actually was.
then looked at the clock and realizing he had already spent the time took the unit almost as fast as he was about to fall out of the hands. A hairline was beginning to clear. A small smile wanted to look into his mouth, thinking it was the final answer.
Until the second hairline also appeared.
automatically looked down at her belly. How was it? No, that question was idiotic. Of course I knew how it happened that, he knew too well. But there was no change, did not notice anything. I just knew that something was there, creciendo lentamente.
Tragó saliva, cerró los ojos y respiró hondo. Vale, no iba a ser para tanto. Llevaba años con Lucas, se querían, ambos tenía buenos trabajos, aquel apartamento era grande. Todo iba a salir bien. Si, en el fondo aquello tenía que ser una buena noticia. Ese tipo de cosas
siempre eran buenas noticias. Tenían que serlo.
Se levantó del sofá, recogió el prospecto, la cajita y con al aparato en la mano entró a la cocina para tirarlo todo a la basura. ¿Para qué necesitaba tenerlo allí encima de adorno? Sólo servía para lo que ella lo había utilizado, así que prefería deshacerse de ello antes de que empezara to be a reason to feel that way.
heard the door close. Lucas had arrived.
Feeling cold bare feet on the ground walked slowly into the room, arms crossed, trying to smile as if nothing had happened. Lucas smiled back and approached her and kissed her softly in greeting. Tiana assumed that was his little collaboration in the kiss that got Luke looked a little confused.
-Baby, something wrong? Are you okay? Is everything okay with your brother and that? Tiana
nodded, giving answer to all three questions. Because if anything happened. But he said nothing while uncrossed his arms and hugged him hard, feeling him respond to his embrace. Lucas was removed and folded one of his hands with one of the boy to take her to the couch. Forced to sit and sit instead of hugging him as he often did, sat at the other end, cross-legged on the couch Indian style.
-Lucas, I have to talk to you about something.
could almost see the fear in his eyes peek Lucas. He stretched out his hand, looking for the boy again, and again the intertwined with theirs. Gently squeezed, as if to say that there was nothing wrong.
"I'm not scared, what happens?
"I ... no I expected either, right? It was an oversight or something. I did not want to say anything not to worry, but now it is confirmed I can not ocultártelo. You know, this is something of both. But it is a good thing, right? Has to be, because ...
-Ann, please.
Luke's voice was almost a plea, while hers was almost too weak to be heard. I was afraid to say out loud, and it seemed that the lump in her throat grew bigger as the time approached. He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, gathered strength.
-Lucas, embarazada. I murmured.
Now when Lucas had to be embraced and said that everything would be okay, that was good news. Had to be. But nothing was happening. Not even a minimal gesture, simply squeeze the hand would have sufficed. But Lucas kept quiet. Total and hopelessly still.
- Will not you say anything?
eyes welled with tears. No, I had to be. I should be crying for happiness in the arms of her boyfriend, instead of holding back tears as he got up without saying anything, letting his hand, leaving her alone.
-Lucas, please ... "she sobbed.
"Sorry.
Sorry? "That was all he had to say? What lo sentía?
Las lágrimas empezaron a caer justo cuando escuchó la puerta volver a cerrarse. Se dejó resbalar con la espalda pegada al respaldo del sofá, mientras se abrazaba si misma a la altura de la tripa. Lloraba muy fuerte, y aquellos temblores, casi convulsiones, la hacían sentir como si hubiera vuelto hacia atrás en el tiempo. Porque no era ni remotamente lo mismo, pero a la vez sí lo era. Porque de nuevo el chico al que quería le había hecho daño.
Pero aquella vez dolía un poco más. Porque aquella vez no sólo lo quería. Aquella vez no sólo se trataba de ella.
Estaba oscureciendo. Lucas seguía sin aparecer. Ni siquiera sabía cuánto long he lay there, but I knew that tears were falling, and that the first had dried. Although I did not want to move, she was falling asleep lying there, so he got up as he could.
still barefoot, walked around the apartment, clutching herself, up to the room. I knew there would make things worse, because that smell to Lucas. But I could not fall asleep on the couch, just because that was where he had spent everything.
He jumped into bed, lying face down first. That was uncomfortable and could not breathe well, so it was placed face above. His back felt as though he were drowned belly down, and then could only think about how would that feel in a few months, getting the result that the tears began to fall a little harder, even though in theory have already been smoothing. Decided that the best side was like he was.
stared at the bedroom door, which was right in the center of your field of vision from its position. He was half curled into herself, her arms hugging the pillow, which was already wet from her tears something. By now the room was nearly dark, the only light we had was the low emitting light and the moon coming through the window.
"Where was Lucas?
Basically, all I wanted was for him to return. Hear him say more than a sorry. Also, what was that sorry? Because he was afraid that it meant he was sorry, but it would only because he was not going to go ahead with that. Very, very afraid. More afraid of that I thought could have ever. That kind of fear that paralyzed her, which prevented her from thinking clearly beyond what I was thinking at that time.
The sound of the door, the sound that he had heard three times in such a short time, awoke. She had fallen asleep waiting for Lucas to come back, but there it was again. Looked like it was dawn, because there was a little light in the room but not too much. Lucas had spent the night outside.
heard his footsteps echoing down the hall, approaching the room. As he saw his shadow look out the door he turned in bed. I did not want to see her with eyes as red as it had, swollen. Although part of her wanted, in desperate need, embrace it, was another who refused to even look. That night was one of the worst of his life.
-Ann ...
Luke's voice came from virtually next door. He felt the mattress sink after her, probably because he was climbing. He shrugged a little more about herself. He closed his eyes tightly.
-Ann, please look at me. Tiana
shook his head, with eyes closed. Maybe it was a childish behavior, something they should not do. But he would not look at him, wanted him to apologize. I wanted to tell him what it meant that I'm sorry. But above all, wanted the big hug.
"Sorry, really. A lot. I panicked, not knowing what to do and needed to think. I did not want, you know you never want to hurt. Before I hurt you prefer something happened to me.
- Then why did you leave me alone when I needed you most?
had not opened my eyes, but the words had left him alone. I knew it was a low blow for Lucas, but could not help it. Was the question that had hovered over his head, he needed to say it aloud.
miedo.-admitted "I was Lucas.
- And I do not? "I was not afraid, Lucas? I was terrified. I am, in fact. I find out I'm pregnant, I say to my boyfriend and he runs off to who knows where it was miedo. "Her voice was breaking slowly, tears in her eyes again, closed todavía." But I fear I've been through tonight, not knowing if you went back, not knowing what would happen to ... She put one hand to the gut almost unconsciously ... with this, myself, whatever you have inside ... now that fear does not count? "Damn ...
Then he saw the arms of Luke, who stretched it to rotate and cradle her against his chest as she wept. Very strong hugged him as if his life depended on it. Well, his life and the life that was growing.
"Sorry. I love you, baby. I love you. I will not leave you alone, you I swear. Tonight has been horrible. At first I was afraid of what you said. ... I could not get used to the idea of having a baby. Never, never would have imagined. I was so scared so I did not even realize the damage you were doing when I left. But I love you, and that is above the fear you may have.
"So ... you want to be with me?" Half sobbed Tiana.
"Yes, Ann. Never, never doubt that I'll be by your side. At your side. And to prove it ...
Suddenly, Luke is half sat up, still hugging Tiana. He spent one of his arms by his legs, lifting the bed and pasting it over your body. Tiana surrounded his neck to keep from falling as he stood up on the floor with her arms, looking confused. They left their room and took until just before entering the hall, where fell to the ground.
-Lucas, what happens? "Said Tiana, when he covered his eyes with his hands.
"Trust me. I want to show that this is going to be okay.
lead until he was left in what was to be the center of living, more or less. One of the hands of Lucas left open one eye to encircle her waist, just a second before the other to follow her and her eyes open when Luke is totally hit his back, that embrace.
Her laughter almost sounded better than I expected after so many tears. Because
front of you had a skateboard half the normal size. A little skate, and tailored to a child .... Or a child. But the important thing was not the skate. What mattered was what the skate represented.
"I saw a store in the wee hours of the morning while walking. I waited all night at the door to be opened today for ...
Lucas was cut by the kiss of Tiana. His cheeks were wet with tears of it. But they were good tears, tears of happiness. It was a kiss that meant that everything was fine, he had gotten the message.
"That was as it should be, do you hear? Tiana said, on tiptoe, holding the boy's face with both hands to support his forehead against it .- I should have embraced from the beginning. Have told me that everything would be okay. But it does not matter because you're hugging me, and I know everything will be okay. I know because you're here.
Luke's laughter joined his back just before the kiss. Because they were together, the two. The two that in a few months would be three. And all would be chaos, and neither know what to do, but neither seemed to mind as they embraced and said I love you. None of both cared least.
Because that's as it should be.